On Friday 18th January at around 5.25pm my beloved Black Labrador Newton lost his long battle with heart disease (Pericardial effusion) and had to be euthanised as a final act of love.
I've buried him under the apple tree in our garden, head towards the house and the pond and fields he loved to play in with all the local dogs and no doubt i'll speak to him every day - we're going to put an arbour next to his grave with a seat so you can sit in the sun and contemplate life a little from time to time.
He was the the definition of a GOOD BOY and the kindest and gentlest soul the universe could have served up. I'm utterly broken atm and wish that more could have been done for him. I will miss him every day that i'm alive and he isn't.
Newton by
Simon Brown, on Flickr
Newton by
Simon Brown, on Flickr
Newton by
Simon Brown, on Flickr
Newton by
Simon Brown, on Flickr
Being crazy people and having a massive fucking void where Newton was couldn't be stood for for any length of time and we've gotten straight back on the horse and this morning we went to see some Fox Red Retriever puppies and one of them luckily selected us - well he selected Daisy and couldn't be budged from her until we had to leave, I'm not religious but if this was Newtons way of telling us that everything would in fact be OK after all, then I'll take that unlikely scenario and run with it.
He's called "Jackson" and we'll collect him in a little under 3 weeks on Friday 8th February - of course he can't replace what we had but if he's even 20% the dog Newton was then he'll be awesome.
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Simon Brown, on Flickr
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Simon Brown, on Flickr
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Simon Brown, on Flickr
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Simon Brown, on Flickr
He's the one with the green collar looking slightly peaved that his comfy with his new human was being disturbed - there is one left that needs a forever home - a boy who's on the right trying to barge in in the last picture!
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Simon Brown, on Flickr
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Simon Brown, on Flickr
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Simon Brown, on Flickr
He has huge pedigree and the breeder does it as a sideline from her dairy farm in Hardington Mandeville nr Yeovil. We saw the mum (Millie) and she was fabulous - alternating between feeding the puppers and playing rough and tumble with them and seeking out scritches from me (which i was more than happy to provide), pictures of the dad (Digby) and he was a stunning looking field and trial working dog but belongs to another person in the village and she travels the country competing him and her 3 other dogs.
In the midst of tragedy comes some solace and a new chapter begins - but we've realised and crystallised one thing this weekend.
Life without a pupper is teh sux.