WTF are you dribbling onnabout Carl?
Just because you've been subjected to the idiocy first hand that does not make it a reasonable thing.
You don't hear many old jews talking fondly about their days in Belsen do you?
Just because it happened to you doesn't make it right. Thinking like that is why so many victims of childhood sexual abuse end up buggering kids themselves.
You need to snap out of it mate.